Friends comes & go . Only true friends stays .

Friends comes & go . Only true friends stays .

People who know me long should know that i treasure every single of my friends .
Something that happen this morning that makes me mention that Friends comes & go , only true friends stays .
Which is so true laa huh .
Somehow , had conflicts with a friend this morning .
I dont know what is happening laa .
I dont even know if we're still friends now .
The conversation between us :

Him: lols. since u got another guy u like, i wont bother anymore. i wont scold u for sleeping late anymore. byes.

Me: right frm the start i only treat you as a friend. but i dont know if you treat me as a friend not. all i could say is having you as my friend is my pleasure. i treasure all my friends, including you. but since you say it this way, there's nothing i can say. takecare then .

Him: i treated you as my fren and the person i loved the most. i blame my own fate and destiny. i cant be with the person i love. and i can only be with the person i dun like.

Me: when you say you like me, i didnt take it seriously. in fact, i take it tht you're playing a joke on me because its ridiculous, i mean, we never even seen each other before&you tell me you like me.

Him: i was serious all the while. i told u i didnt care about looks i guess i'm not good enough for u. u had someone better.

Me: is not that someone is better, its that, i told you before, i look different from my pictures, alot of different.

Him: i dun bother about looks. i'm very serious.. i dont care

Me: but all i wanted was just friendship between you & me , you get it ?

Him: i understand..

Me: Yeah , i understand too. Maybe this friendship meant nothing to you, but it meant something to me.

*Then he didnt reply.

Me: Did i hit the nail ? This friendship actually meant NOTHING to you .

Him: its because i need time to sort out. i need a break.

Me: Forget it, no matter how much i say, its of no use. You can just treat it that Yupei this person doesnt exist. Just treat it as we never know each other at all .

Him: u existed as a lover to me. sometimes, i value relationship over friendship. i don't know why either

After this last sentence from him , i didnt reply anymore .
Do i sound angry ?
Because Choon Hong says i sound angry & violence :/
And i changed my msn personal message to this >
Friends comes & go , only true friends stays . MAKLON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tried to salvage this friendship but i failed .
Seriously , i don't know why friendship is so hard to maintain .

Shawn, we've known each other for months (if I'm not wrong) .
Having you as my friend , is my pleasure .
Like what I've mention , all along i treated you as a friend , nothing else .
I didn't forget the other time you comfort me when i told you i quarrelled with a friend of mine .
I didn't forget those time when you'll scold me if i stay up late .
Although its only a short period of time we knew each other , but i treasured this friendship .
But i think you misunderstand this friendship .
Whatever it is , take care .

Out of the friends i knew , i think Biqi's the only one i knew for so long & we're still in contact .
Since primary school till now , its been don't know how many years we know each other already .
We used to eat supper together when i was still working at Fairprice .
And we'll disturb the Uncle feeding stray cats .
Sometimes we'll meet after my work , go to 201 & eat something .
And we can just roam around at 201 , talking about everything under the sun .
We can even talk about stuffs back then during Primary School times .
Yeah , we had so much fun back then .
Just few days back , i told Biqi i miss those time where we'll go 201 eat & talk about lots and lots of stuff & disturb that uncle feeding stray cats .
She says she miss it too .
When i break off with my ex , she'll be there comforting me .
When i tell her my ex asked for patch , she'll tell me he don't deserve that chance .
I really appreciate those care & concern from Biqi .
And when we go out and eat supper together , most of the time it'll be on Biqi's treat .
When i take my pay , the first thing i do is call Biqi & we'll go 201 and eat , my treat .
I don't mind spending this few dollars eating with her .
Most of the time we'll eat our all time favourite , Roti John & Cheese fries .
If not , we'll eat mac .
If Biqi sees me smoking , she'll tell me to quit smoking .
Once she waited for me to knock off from work for 1 hour .
Then we went slack with my friend for a little while before making our way home .
The other time we went to T3 , she treat me eat Popeye .
And we snap alot alot of photos together .
Yeap , knowing her for so many year , in fact i think should be 8 or 9 years or even 10 years .
Maybe we've had conflicts , but still i value this friendship .
All this while , having her as my friend is great .




Biqi , Thanks so much for being there for me when I'm out of love .
Thanks so much for those time when you always treat me eat .
Thanks for those time you always listen to me talking rubbish .
Thanks for trying to persuade me to stop smoking .
In short , Thanks for being a good friend to me .
I appreciate it alot alot .
Thanks alot , Best Friend (:

Choon Hong , Thanks for accompanying me talking at msn for hours just now .
Listening to my rantings .
Listening me to me talking rubbish . (I know its irritating :/ )
From 10am till now , you've been accompanying me talk at msn .
Thanks alot (:
Andand , Thanks for those cute stuffs you gave me in Pet Society(:

And Choon Hong says I'm superhuman .
Haha .
Because from 12am just now till now , i didn't sleep which is like 18 hours already .
I'm superwoman okay :D
My eyes is tired already , gonna close soon :/
Nevermind , tahan 3 more hours which is 9pm then I'll go sleep .
This way , i wont sleep in the noon and wake up during midnight :D