But somehow , i cant get to sleep .
So, i came to blog .
For the past one week , didnt even meet Dear up .
Was either at home or going outs with friends .
Last Tuesday went buy new year goods with Dad .
Spent like one hour buying .
After that went meet Yiting sister for awhile .
Then bus-ed to Tampines .
Aint in good mood cause kinda quarrel with Dear .
So went to garden near mye house , wanted to be alone .
Then msged Nick , as i wanna find someone to talked to .
I dunno who to msg as it is late already & Yiting sister aint feeling well .
But was paisehs laas, cause Nick was drinking with his friends & i disturbed till him .
Then he called me , told him what happen & i started to cry .
&He insisted on coming down to find me .
Told him don`t need as i don`t wanna disturb him .
He keep on saying i didn`t disturb him .
In the end he came down .
He damn cute laas, kept on doing funny things to make me laugh .
&I kept on smoking , almost finish my pack of cigarette .
That Nick scolded me & took mye lighter away -.-
Lols .
Went home at 5plus , msged Nick , then went to sleep .
Thanks Nick for coming down & cheering me up :D
New year eve , woke up at 3plus in the afternoon .
Ate a little & watched tv .
All waited for Dad to cook .
Me , both of mye sister & Dad ate together :D
Its been so long since we ate together at a table .
After eating , watched tv together .
Thursday woke up at 10am .
Went bath & prepared , me & mye 2 sister went to grandpa house .
Its been super long since i visited grandpa .
Grandpa kept on asking bout my younger Brother's whereabout .
When told that mye Brother is in Boys home, he's kinda disappointed .
Heard that Grandpa waited all morning outside his house for mye brother .
Told him we'll be visiting Brother in the afternoon .
&He kept on reminding us not to be late .
Lols .
Stayed till 2plus like that .
Cab to Boys home , Aunt was with us .
Drop her somewhere at Bugis as she going Malaysia .
Reached Boys home at 3.30pm .
Waited & waited .
This fucking guy insisted on checking our IC , he thought we're the girlfriend of mye brother -.-
4pm went in see Brother .
My ! He damn skinny please !
See already i jitao wanna cry laas .
But i hold mye tears .
Chatted with mye brother .
Then he told me Siying inside also .
Then funny part was , he say this guy , Shawn yeo from dunno what school says he knows me when i don`t even know who is he .
LOLS !
4.30pm Brother have to go in .
Told him to be guai guai :D
&&I made him promise me one thing .
Which is, I wanna see him having home-leave before June this year .
And he says okays :DD
After visiting went to relative house at Bedok .
Went awhile then all went to another relative house .
&Its at the same block as Grandpa house .
LOLS !
Stayed there till 8plus then went to Grandpa house for dinner :D
11plus went home .
Went sleep !
Laughs !
Was damn tired !
Friday i think, went meet Yiting sister .
Met her at TM , she & her friend .
Watched movie , Kungfu Dunk :D
The show quite funny .
Lols .
9plus came outs of cinema .
Went open plaza smoke .
Then cab-ed down to hougang as Yiting wants to meet her korkor .
Went with her .
Slacked together , then Yiting's friend went out .
Went drinking with Yiting & her korkor .
Then something happen , fucking tulan bodoh !
All waited for police to come down .
In the end, nothing happen to me & Yiting sister .
Thanks to her korkor , Aaron for covering up for us .
Then cab-ed home with Yiting sister .
Thanks aaron .
Saturday nights was msging Dear .
Asking him if tmr, Sunday Feb10 can meet him up not .
He replied me saying okays :DDD
Damn happy laas .
Asked him if he's able to come over find me , he say okays .
Ask me wanna go TM & sing K not :D
Told him anything .
As long as i get to see Dear , im happy :D
But instead of meeting Dear on sunday , he came down shortly after i msg him .
Cause, something terrible happen to me :'(
Gary korkor called me & pei me talk .
But i was crying & crying .
Nick called me too .
Same thing , i was crying .
But i did told them what happen .
&They were comforting me .
Told Dear what happen , he was fucking tulan please .
I msg him , tell him i wanna see him & he came down find me .
Was touched laas .
Dear reached mye house downstairs at around 1plus , then came up .
The moment i saw him , i ran up to him , hugged him & started crying .
Then Sis came out .
Went downstairs , Sis called the police .
Was damn tulan as i don`t want things to turn out in police's hand .
Ran away & Dear came chasing me .
Was struggling & Dear accidentally scratched mye hand .
Shortly after , police came .
No choice , i don`t want Dear to beat people up .
So i listen to him & told the police everything .
After everything , Sis went home & sleep .
Told Dear i don`t wanna go home as im not tired .
Then he say go his house sleep .
But we end up in hotel & it isnt what you guys think .
Went buy brezzer , told Dear i felt like drinking .
Bought 2 bottle .
But drank one bottle only .
After drinking went sleep .
Woke up at 1plus in the afternoon cause i had a nightmare -.-
Then Nick called , talked for awhile , Dear wake up .
Watched tv till going 3pm , went off .
Bus-ed to Yishun .
Went eat lunch , Dear bought Chicken culet rice for me :D
After that went his house .
He mapled & i watched tv .
After watching I not stupid too , went buy food as im hungry .
Finish eating , Dear went mapling .
Then i watched tv for awhile , wanted to sleep .
But the moment i close mye eyes , images of the incident came into mye mind .
Started crying but Dear dunno .
Stopped crying , asked Dear what time he sleeping & he say soon .
He asked me why & i keep saying nothing .
But he knows .
He asked me is it about the incident & i told him yes and cried .
Waited for Dear & went sleep .
But, i cant get to sleep , so came use com .
DEAR
Thanks so much for being there for me when i needed you .
I'm touched that you came down when i told you i wanna see you .
I know you so much wanted to beat him up but no girl would wanna see their boyfriend in a fight .
You get what i mean ?
&I promised you , that incident , THERE'S NO SECOND TIME LE .
Promise me you won`t resort to violent alrights ?
I don`t wanna see you in a fight .
No words can describe mye love for you :DD
Yufeng Sister
Thanks for being there when i needed someone too .
I'm really glad to have a nice & caring sister like you .
I'm so happy to have such wonderful sister who dote on her siblings :D
I'll remember what you told me & never will this happen again .
Yiting Sister
Thanks for those messages !
From those messages , i can sense that you're really tulan over mye incident .
Promise me that you also won`t find that guy alrights ?
Let the police handle it , hao ma ?
I'm really glad that you'll always be there when i'm down .
I'm happy to have a sister like you :D
Gary Korkor
Thanks so much for calling me & talk to me .
I'm sorry that i didnt talk much but cry .
I think i heard korkor saying something about wanting to beat that guy up or something ?
&&You did cheer me up !
Cause heard korkor singing & it did cheer me up .
You're mye #1 korkor laas .
Thanks korkor :D
Nick Hao Peng You
Thanks for talking to me on the phone when im down .
Although i know you for a few months only ,
Im glad to have a friend like you .
Thanks for being there when im down & cheering me up .
When i told you what happen to me & you say wanna find that guy ,
I was like, why is everyone having the same thinking ?
All wanna find him & beat him up .
But still , Thanks so much for being there when im down :D
DEAR ; Yufeng Sister ; Yiting Sister ; Gary Korkor & Nick Hao peng you ,
Thanks so much for being there when i'm down .
You guys are loved by me :DD
I love you guys :D
I really didnt expect things to happen this way .
Why must the victim be me ?
I'm really scare of everything now .
Even when i sleep , i scare of having the same dream .
I swear i'll never be this stupid again .
NEVER !
Alrights, i shall stop here .
Its gonna be 5am soon .
Off to lala land~
ILOVEMYBOYFRIEND(:
4.31am(:
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